Walking Disaster
i'm heading towards a major major breakdown .
i'll admit,
no matter how big a smile a hide behind,
i'm not happy okay?
not at all .
i dont want to love you anymore .
i dont want to wake up everyday,
knowing for a fact that you're not missing me.
my bestfriends would know this,
i need attention.
and that's exactly what you can't give me .
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i'm your perfect Barbie,
your dream baby.
if only i could make myself believe it.